(An incomplete list)
A record player
to be able to play the piano
a laptop
world peace (maybe world peace should be first?)
the desire to write when i’m sober
a rockin’ bod
the will to go the gym to get a rockin’ bod
to be done with my book
to start my book
to be actually writing a book instead of having a constant inside joke with myself about writing a book
to break the chain
a place of my own
the ability to recognize my place right now within the fullness of time instead of being stuck in what right now means for everything
for that sentence above to mean something and not just be a guitar solo distraction
to have made something of myself by now
a community
love
friendship
more wine
Do you ever want things you already have?